"It's the 22nd of August. The most eventful yet since school ended, I bet.
About more than two decades today, my cousin was born.
And this day is also the day the results for the year's May/June O Level exams were out.

But let's just start from the beginning shall we?

I woke up to find out that I was about 40mins late to do my chores. =_=" Started at about 8 in the morning and finished at about 12-1pm. My hands were tired from all those cleaning.

We were planning to surprise the said cousin later during sungkai at her house but mom called to say it was cancelled because the said cousin already have an arrangement with her friends in a polo club restaurant.
So then the parents of the said cousin then invited us to eat out at Aminah Ariff.

I told her I was fine with it. After that mum called again to tell that she received my May/June results via sms.

"You recieved... 2, 2, 3. 3 for Bio. It means 2 distinctions and one credit right?"

I was still shellshocked with the sudden news that I just replied "Uhh, yeah. It's 2 A2s and 1 B3"

"congrats!" or something to that effect.

"sure~..." and we talked a bit and then I gave the phone to my sister lol.

So about the results. I logged into my Twitter account and found out that I may be the only one who isn't fully... happy with my results. Everyone posts these happy tweets and I'm the only thing that seems to drag the happiness down from the timeline.

Yes, I do sound selfish. I admit to that. And I feel bad. Because I've been hoping and wishing that I get all Os for my Junes and to have either As and Bs. Now that I've got what I wanted why am I not happy?

I've digged and wondered in my mind for a bit.
That's when I get the idea of being such a spoilt selfish person. The results I got was what I deserved. But why was I not satisfied with it? That was what I have hoped and wished for, so why have I not felt the joy? I don't know.

I wanted more. I wanted to get A1s even though I knew it was impossible considering what I did during the exams. I screwed up my practical Bio paper so I reckon that's what made my Bio result to be a B. But I still wanted it... Still longs for it. and I don't know why.

Don't get me wrong. I feel grateful that I've at least got all Os for the exams. But gah, I don't know anymore.

Done with that. So now.
There were 14 of us sitting on a long table. I ate ambuyat. I love Aminah Ariff's. I just don't think my family feels the same way.
I ate till I felt bloated. Made a bet with one of my cousins and I won. She said she'll pay me during Raya. Can't wait. :P

After we ate my family with 3 cousins from the paternal side (the one's birthday is on the maternal side) went to window shop to waste time as my dad prays at Jame' mosque.
I bought more Peppero. <3

And now I'm tired. I should go. Till then."

This has been in my clipboard for some time now. I thought I posted it already lol OLD | NEW
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