Hi.

I never really liked typing stuff on the phone but I managed to tolerate it. Now I don't think I can. Which is ironic because I'm on my phone most of the time. No wifi means no online on laptop. Cries.

I've always wanted to continue writing. But like always, I never really have the time to. Not really.

But I'm feeling like a mash of emotions inside for no apparent reason... so here I am. Whoop whoop.

I need a new blog makeover. Or just edit stuff. I really like the alice theme but because of this pretty layout, I changed it. But my blog title and link is still alice ish........

Meh whatever.

Life has been acceptably crazy. But now.... Tonight... I cant handle anything. I just cant.

And for the first time ever, I dont think fandom can help atm.

I dont know

Where should I go?

Is there someone there?

Who are listening.

Because I'm not lying. There's no more forced-energy. No more forced feelings.

No more forced smiles.

Is there, really?

Someone who knows whats really going on inside my mind?

Because I really want to know.

Because I myself don't know.