When I said I wanted to come back to Singapore, I never would have thought that I'd come back as a patient, a cancer patient at that. People would ask me about my trip to Singapore and believe me when I say I'm not sure how to answer that.

Any experience down recovery road has never been pleasant if you ask me, though I'd be glad to hear from you if you'd want to prove me wrong. The iodine doesn't taste so good if you ask me and I could feel a headache and a bad taste at the back of my tongue whenever I remember my experience there. This just proves that as luxuries as one gets, you can never be really comfortable getting better.

I'm not saying I am not grateful for all the government have done for the sake of my health; I am grateful. I heard that my Singapore trip was worth more than 3 thousand? That's what I vaguely remember... for that I thank you.

My trip lasted for a few days, starting from sunday on the 4th of March until friday the 9th. I was supposed to have another scan on monday the next week but on thurday, during one of the scans, they found out that I have enlarged lymphnodes that they believed was the spreading of the cancer so they rush me back to Brunei to meet my doctor.

I met my doctor yesterday but he said that I shouldn't worry. He said something along 'we're not sure if it's cancer that we're dealing with so we're just going to leave you and see where it's going.'

Yeeeeap. That's what I interpreted anyways. It's more or less like that. Maa, maaa. At this point, I don't really care anymore.

Yep. I don't care anymore.

So I have missed and is going to miss, another whole month of school. I'm pretty much hopeless now. This year, I have missed more or less about 2 months of school? yeah, that's right.

In another unrelated news, I watched Lucky Star during my free time and I've finished watching the series. Lucky Star is a way for me to escape reality I guess. OLD | NEW
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