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This is just something to remind me and get them out of my mind for me to organise. It's a bit of a clutter *knocks head* here now that the exams are nearing to an end.

Saa... Let's get it over with?

So on Thursday, tomorrow, there's the preperation for my cousin's wedding.
My sister and other cousins will be staying there while I have to go home because I'm having Amaths the next day.

On Friday, Amaths exam. D: I hope I'll do really better than the paper 1.
Pick up Brandon's pendrive containing the GameBoy Advance Emulator (thingy). 8D
Will not be able to play soon though. D8
After the exam ends (at 11) I'll be rushing to my cousin's for her wedding day.
I'll be staying at her place with the other families for days until Sunday. The function will end late night on Sunday. Urgh. I see hard labour coming.

And then I have a day free before the Chemistry MCQ exam (Give back pendrive!), a day before Physics with Biology running next and then I'll be a free girl at last! 8D <3

I'll also be getting my hands on the Pokemon Indigo League series from Brandon during any time that week. <3 Can't wait to watch them! Thank you so much, Bran.

The next day after Bio, the girls and I, Vivien, Zahrah, Zwani are planning to go out to spend Vivien's Face/Body Shop coupons, catch a movie and sing our heart out. <3 can't wait. I need to arrange another with Shafiqah. (Have to buy a present for her on the day we go out!)
I miss them dearly.

Then I'll have 2 days to go in a frenzy to find lost books and stuff so I can give them back on the 22nd. Don't forget Daughtry's new album on the 21st! x
Also, I've got only a few days to pack for my 6 days (honeymoon. :p) trip with Iffah Majidah's family at Singapore, KL, Melaka.
I promise I'll upload pictures and posts about the trip if I can find the time. :D
This is going to be the second trip (via plane) I'll be having outside Brunei that is not KK, Miri nor Limbang. I hope I won't be uncomfortable again like I was the first time during March last year. :s


And then I'll be flying home on the 28th! 8D

I'll have a few days to relax and rest before my dental appointment on the 30th and my Thyroid on the 3/12 (coughcough)
Speaking of Thyroids! I think I got a mild infection of it again to another side of my neck. It's okay now I think... But I'm still hoping that I'll be okay during the trip.


And then early/middle December I'll be having another trip to KK (via land like usual) with my family (family of 5) and the other usual crowd (family of 12+2)... I'm betting they're adding the other 2 families too. Such a crowd right? XD That's why don't be surprised if you see me alone. That's what I usually felt when I'm with them. Because they're so many of us; I sinked.
Okay, enough of that, I'll talk about it next time. Maybe.

And so. Tell me.

WHEN WILL I BE ABLE TO PLAY AND WATCH POKEMON INDIGO LEAGUE/ADVANCE ;A;
And also update my fics?!?!
I promised them I'll update regularly after my trip with Iffah...............
Adajskskfkakkfks stupid me with my promises.

Argh. Okay. I'll just try my best.
I've calculated and roughly draft my chapters and I'm seeing 42+_ more chapters. We're saying a 58 chaptered fic here. Who would want to read that? T^T
Hmmmmmmmm... Maybe I should make each chapters eeeeeextra long? /shotforcheating
Hahahhahahahha! Oh whatever. I really want to end Changes soon.
And damn, there's so many others I've been meaning to type out and post. >_<
Urgh.

When will I be able to even BREATHE?

Labels: busy busy busy, clutter, exams, fanfictions, kota kinabalu, kuala lumpur, life, limbang, malacca, miri, o level, pokemon advance, pokemon indigo league, rants, singapore, trip, vacation, wedding day

I'm getting more obsessed with crime shows and fanfictions. .____.

At first I just read them.

And then I started cracking them.

I'm currently on my second case: A Jack the Ripper-esque case in Japan.

I've solved a locked-room murder case as my first one.

I've got the clues and infos in my notes.
So now I'm currently waiting for an update so I can get my hands on new clues for my Jack the Ripper case. \m/

Sigh.

Someone.

Please convince me to stop.
MY STUDIES. I'M IGNORING THEM.

PLEASE. STOP. ME.

p/s: if I couldn't make it as a forensic scientist or even a special agent, I'm fine with being a cop. <3 JUST GIMME A GUN.

Labels: cases, crime fanfictions, crime shows, fail studying, Jack the Ripper, life, locked-room murder, rants

Opinions; they may not hold the truth for every eye, but they do in mine. But is that the real truth?

I don't know.

A picture helds a million words.

But the camera doesn't lie.

Is that really true?

Well at some point it may be.

But let's think of it this way.

Even though the picture held a million or even gazillions of words, we don't know if they are all true. For pete's sake, maybe half of them are just lies, played by our minds.

Let me get that one straight.

We could see something from different angles.

And from any specific angle, sparks a story or two. Maybe it's true or maybe it's not. Depends on one opinion.

Now. Opinions. See, like I've mentioned, opinions don't always held the truth. Sometimes they are just what the mind think it's true. Sometimes they are just small theories made up to make something logic.

Or maybe not.

From an angle to another angle.

We see different opinions.
We see different stories.
A person may see this.
A person may see that.
A person may interpret the picture this way.
A person may interpret the picture that way.

We may never know any real truth in anything.

Well that's just what I think.

And that's another opinion.

Opinions, opinions.

That's what makes each of us special.

Sure, we may have the same opinions, but as a whole, do we?

I don't know.

At the end of the day, this post is just something that completely wastes time.

Don't you think?

I don't know, do you?

But then again, be aware.

This will definately creeps back in your mind.

Haunting you in your dream.

'Is it true? What she just said?'

Well then, you have to read this again.

Because the answer is there. I think. Do I really, though?

I bid thee farewell, with a bowl of food for thought. Or maybe a bunch of meaningless crap that keeps on replaying.

One can take it either.

Labels: life, opinions, questions, rants

Have you ever experience a moment when you feel like you wanted to blog something but don't know what to blog about? No? Fine.

Because that's what I'm feeling right now.

I'm on my last Bio alt. PYP. It's 3pm. I only printed 4 papers. Haven't even started maths D.

I am officially doomed.

I think I should go.

3 weeks and 3 more days till all of this ends. 8 more papers. Yosha! Gambarimasu!

Labels: life, random, rants

THIS BLOG HAS BEEN ACTIVATED.

yello.my blog has finally revived! but not as a somekind of moster zomblog or something, i hope. I decided to reactivate this blog because of .. i don't know? pure whim? hehs. I'm fickle, deal with it.

I doubt anyone even know that this blog existed (as I bet my old blog affiliates thinks this blog has been dead over the past century) but for those who's bored enough to even read this blog, I'm sorry for my disappearance. I'm sorry if I bored you guys till death. hahaha, well, my friends think so. Wondering why I left? Usual crap, busy with school and the other social networks : Tumblr, Facebook, Twitter and Formspring (Tagged is just a waste of my time, no offence, JS). I'm more busy with the first two till today though. Don't know what came to me.

I think I need to redecorate my blog for the New Year and for celebrating the activation of this blog .... except for a teensy problem. I forgot everything about blogger. D: I even surprised myself by getting the password for this account right. SO I don't remember how to change the theme or template, where to find it and such. Such a noob, right? I know.

Even though I activated this blog, doesn't mean I'm gonna update it everyday. Whoot, I'm really sorry to burst your bubble but school is comin' in like, less than 2 weeks. shit. homaigod. *shivers* really should start doing my homework and study. :( I'll try and do it on Tuesday as tomorrow we're going to Syikin's home to crash. remind myself to borrow her Sims CD. I'm like uber bored sometimes.

Guess what? I'm shedding my kpopfanatic a bit. :P I bet some people are like relieved right now. HAHA. Now I pay attention to English songs again. Don't get me wrong, I still love Kpop, but then, it have to share my love with other English songs. :p

and I pay more attention to actors now! whoot! 8D haha, usually I just don't care, even if they are cute. :p but .. I don't know. well, people do change their mind!

I'm falling in love with Harry Potter again. :p can't help it if you're on Tumblr. Its like a Harry Potter Fans' Heaven. Excuse me with my grammar btw. Side effects of Tumblr, LOL. I'm really addicted to it. Its like, MY WORLD. where I get my happiness from. As I usually reblog and I don't do original posts, so I'm planning to just rant here! :D so, yeah. If you don't like to listen to (in this case, read) rants of a fifteen going to sixteen year old girl then you are excused, and you can go to my Tumblr! which I can bet you galleons are eons more awesome-r than this old thang. HAHAHA.

I bet, even with the reactivating of this blog, a few people would want to read it. wait! *slaps forehead* I forgot that this blog is private. haha. hodamn, okay. errrrm.. I'll just go to my old affiliates blogs again, and ask them to relink and stuff. I just hope I'll be a more active blogger. blame my lazybum of a self.

So, lemme summarize what I wanna do here:
1) be more active, ass.
2) redecorate! XD
3) Link Zeh & Fifi, both Blogger & Tumblr.
4) Link Feef, Zumi, Chian Wein in Blogger.
5) Follow Fifi & Zeh in Tumblr.
6) Decorate my Tumblr.
7) learn more about Tumblr. (how to insert GIF image and stuff)
8) Deactivate my Facebook account?
9) how do insert a clock here? and songs.
10) decide!!!!!! should i deactivate every social network that I have courtesy of O Levels next year?

Unique is really getting in to my nerves. like, really. We've been ignoring each other since Monday. Its almost a week. wait. scratch that. It has been a week! We've been having status wars and others. I know I'm to blame but but but, even if I admitted that I was wrong, he kept ignoring me. '' You started this game, and I'll continue it till I don't want to do it nemore'' I was like WTF is going on in his brain? As pathetic as it sound, I still have a crush on him, like whuuuuut!? I've been habouring this not-so-secret-SO-pathetic-and-stupid-feelings for him for like
over a year now! scratch that again, in 3 months it'll be 2 years! Argh. quite a crush right? I know, and here I thought time could heal almost everything. Fwooooosh. Well, enough of that.

I think one of the other reasons I reactivate this blog is because, there's so many thoughts here running in my mind and I need to empty it once in a while by pouring everything out somewhere. As Shaf is usually busy and Kimmy is currently in Singapore having a medical check up concerning his health, and also his mother, I don't have anyone to talk to except Hafeez Khairul Nizam, well, he usually knew what's wrong and comforted me even if I didn't ask him too (so nice of him) but he, like Shaf, is busy with work and stuff and I can't tell him everything. I don't know why. He's just someone that comforts me without having me spilling my beans, same goes to Kim. Shaf on the other hand is different, but then, I sometimes feel that we're drifting a teeny bit apart everyday. Don't worry, as I'm an ELF, I'm a bit patient in these kind of things compare to other stuff and I still ignore that fact above and continue to believe in our friendship. :) I hope I can be closer with Hafeez as he's one of my best friends also. :D

Hmmm... what else. As i've been holding these thoughts since I don't know how long, I want to pour EVERYTHING here. so don't be surprised if this is one of the longest posts I've posted.

Well, lets just talk about today! wait, scratch that. its like 2.30am already. so about yesterday , 8 of us :
ME, Ka Amoi, Ka Mirah, Ka Farah, Ka Jilah, Ka Yui, Abg Bazli, My sisters and my mum was planning to take off to KB at 1 o'clock.
woke up at 11.30am. smooth move qah. --'' So yeah. well, it was okay as the others came a bit late, around 1.20pm.
Went to KB for a function that Ka jilah's boyfriend invited us.
We came an hour and more too early. HAHAHA.
after the function which ends at approx 5-6 we went to Soon Lee, I bought DVDs. ^^ (I am officially DVD crazy now, maybe its because we kept complaining at home about how bored we get. Since the hols, I kept buying DVDs everytime we go out.) I bought '16 Wishes' and Ka moi bought 'The Last Exorcism'.

I thought Ka Moi was going to have the DVD checked and I was like, 'If you're going to get that checked, I'll just look up for more movies, okay?'
and so I turned away from the TV (yes, I'm a scaredy cat, deal with it. I'm human) and quickly took a DVD that is infront of me; my feeble attempt to distract myself from listening and watching the movie.
But unfortunately, desperate to stop myself for thinking about the 'Last Exorcism' I didn't notice how fast the 'checking' was and I gladly went out (fast walk-ing here) saying thanks to the woman-in-charge. Turns out there was no 'checking' and (I had a plastic in one hand with my chocolates inside :9) because of the relief (& maybe because my sister was already calling for us, we were the only ones still inside the shop) I got confused and ACCIDENTALLY (SERIOUSLY, IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. D:) SLIPPED THE DVD I WAS HOLDING INSIDE MY PLASTIC BAG WITH MY CHOCOLATES. I didn't even noticed it until we were in the car. It was a copy of 'Sorority Wars'. I panicked all the way. I was like 'HOMAIGOD, WE GOTTA GO BACK I ACCIDENTALLY STOLE A DVD. COME ON COME ON COME ON'

all my cousins, sisters and my mum was like O.O'' , ''cool the fuck down. biartia, rezeki tu. berapatah harganya?''
I mumbled a ''$5''and they were like ''untung jua tu, chill saja''
I was like ''ITS A 5 DOLLARS PEOPLE, 5, if it was 50 cents inda jua papa, ani 5!''
I FEEL SO GUILTY RIGHT NAO. T.T
they ignored me. omg. what if they saw me through a CCTV?????? WHAT IF I GOT CAUGHT????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

we went to Hua Ho in Tutong after that (which I bought another 2 DVDs, Ballet Shoes which have EMMA WATSON IN IT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. and Enchanted which I've watched for many times but I bought it because Ka Farah haven't and she wanted to watch it.) and went to eat at somewhere around ...... sengkurong? pffffft. Like anyone would care. It was already past 10pm. awesome kan? HAHHHAHAH


enough rants for now i think. too much info. :P I bet people are gonna skip this post. :D

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